submissions

2010-09-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

this is something i found on someone's status. i don't really like this girl with the status, but im sure she took it from somewhere too. hihi

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot

who calls you back when you hang up on him

will stay awake just to watch you sleep

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats

who holds your hand in front of his friends

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you

baby, i think who ever wrote this was dating you andddd talking about you.
i senyum je baca semua sebab you macam ni but better. macam ni and sooooooo much more.

love you baby
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,
squishy.

captain's log

2010-08-07T02:44:00.000-07:00

as far down as i am right now im doing the best i can to keep my head up.
but then my optimism just cant cut it and knowing the only person that cares for you cant do anything.
reaching out is harder now.
its hard to talk to some people.
when u know they wont listen.
no one ever really does.
some that listen dont really care.

Yeapp...

2009-12-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

yeahhh everything seems to simultaneously crash and burn and when its down there a whale falls on it with lightning striking it 230189073 times on the same spot like a lightning rod but its not sticking out.

honestly.i haven't had much fun.maybe i'm made to be sad now.i dunnow
here i am dying of boredom from a shorted out motherboard and a broken lens with a broken heart.
another thing that's bringing me down is as i wanted to go out to find a replacement computer
the car wont start.
now i'm pondering when was the last time that i wanted to have my kind of fun...
i cant...or i just don't know.
but hey!
every time this kind of shit happens a blog post is up.
yer proly guessing how down i am now.im down enough to blog.fuckyeahh....
this sucks.this holiday sucks,its not looking up and i am in need of an adventure.

the kind of fun i missed

dets meeeee!!!!
kktnxbaiihatethisshitrighthereplshalporilldie

Mat Jiwang cometh

2009-09-28T13:54:00.000-07:00

U remind me of something beautiful
like another cool rainy day
cools me down as the rain drops hits the ground
u made me a new manboy
craves more wants more.
u fill this manboy's blood with endless joy
u hold me down low
like i wouldn't want anywhere else to go
u got in me deeper than anyone else has
I've shown you me as you have accepted me
thankful i am
greatfull i am
so lucky that i have to play this song over-and over again
just as it reminds me of you so much
it reminds me of how much i love you
and how you seep in my soul that makes me feel afloat
that takes me to the highest high
higher than any drug that I've ever taken
call it love drunk.
call it love stoned.
I'll just call you Linda

happy 14th monthlyversary.*haahaaa*

bang bang....

2009-09-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

love :3

dude!

2009-08-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

wehh...skodan daa 3035 view as it is now.hihihihihihihiiii...fengs for watching folks

Shit...

2009-08-05T20:00:00.000-07:00

you are full of it.

"what do you want sir?!"
--"justice!!!!!!!!!1!!1!@#!!"`

I miss she...

2009-06-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

.

2009-06-09T03:35:00.000-07:00

Pecah...pecah...pecah...pecah...pecah

this'll be inabit

2009-05-17T12:35:00.000-07:00

vanishing point.
saya akan ke luar kawasan.

dan pojector ko later-later la.
i wont be long

This is mah roots yo!

2009-05-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

welcome home baby

wake up

2009-05-11T18:15:00.000-07:00

u are late for our 9 am malaysian time online date.
i am marah.grr

hehehehe

2009-05-10T07:54:00.001-07:00

u'll hate me fer this

FUN!

2009-05-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

im good

hello lover:)

2009-04-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

please baby,
wait for me.
i love you

child pornography.

2009-04-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

i need cheerin up

2009-04-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

where are my fellow comedians?

much love

2009-04-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

this guy is fuckin awesome!

dont be hatin'

2009-04-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

cant seem to get it outta my head.

movie rebiew!

2009-04-09T00:33:00.000-07:00

Talentime
powerful stuff!

great photography,soundtracks,cultural elements that makes this worth more than an Oscar.
i was sleepy while i was watching this movie but it manage to keep me up trough the whole film as the plot gets deeper and deeper into each character's soul which makes this movie very down to earth and very 'real'...reference to recent factual events and i saw truth within this literate masterpiece by Yasmin Ahmad.Harith Iskandar is sexy.
yea i know macam daa lmbt nk buat review tpi nk wat cane?baru tgk kann...
boleh?
Shut UP!!!!jeritan pontianak busuk sundal pagi*
bai!

i died last monday

2009-03-23T06:21:00.000-07:00

Monday , March 23rd 2009,
9.30pm
my heart stopped
I'm frozen
I'm cold
I died...

something hit me real hard that i cant contain myself...or maybe i just worry too much
haih...
bye

the original : you gonna die bitch

2009-03-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

a better version will be uploaded on youtube as skodan
imma work on tha link inabit

News flesh

2009-03-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

harrdy harr harr harr....

i laughed so hard it hurt...sorry inside joke

bukak cap!!!!

2009-03-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

saje-saje.bosan.xde keje.buat bodo...ktnxbai

nose bleed!

2009-03-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

capital double-eww tee eff!from http://pictureisunrelated.com/
simply awesome

squishy's current obsesi:)

2009-03-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

give me more loving then ive ever had
make it all better when im feeling sad
tell me that im special even when i know im not.

you make it easy,as easy as 1 2 3 4
theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 youuuuuu
i love you.

current obssesion;officially m.danil roslan.

love squishy

whats that outside my window?

2009-02-24T03:44:00.000-08:00

selekeh btol aku ni

aww yea

2009-02-22T16:35:00.000-08:00

aww yea
a must go.i know the internet is slow but just fuckin go.
thanks naz.
pancutkan isteri

Win.

2009-02-05T00:37:00.000-08:00

aww...

hello cruel world!

2009-01-19T08:13:00.000-08:00

what's the point of writing a point without any points?
get whot i mean?
hogeyh nyah-nyah sekelian.ngeehee(gEl@k gEwDiKs g!tOo eww)
but seriously Judaism is interesting.I'd love to learn more or how fuct up can this religion could possibly be.
its dangerous if i started reading(noted*).i was browsing wiki fer the so called "Protocol of The Elders of Zion".
Tip by Dan and interestingly the leading cause of genocide(deaths of millions of people) is still undoubtedly caused by religion.
i cant elaborate moar because i live in a place where freedom of speech is a lie.plus I'm just lazy.
burn in hell i shall(hey that rhymes)
long story short the teachings of Zionists is fuct up in a way that it cant be called a religion anymore.lets say Cult.
mkay?
Scientology is a harmless Cult but still no religion to me.
hail the Jews fer being so fuckin smart.u guys are just proving the Quran right.

on a lighter note i want to clean my filthy room.i live liek a filthy animal
alrightey.I'm gonna stop reading these "Protocols".if i don't stop i might take over the world and you wouldn't want that would you?

my conclusion to Zeitgeist Addendum.Don't listen to it all the way.tale this seriously.freeing yourself now wont be such a good idea.

Tag!im it!!!!!!

2009-01-19T03:48:00.001-08:00

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.sometimes
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.so i think
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

ini satu game.

2009-01-18T08:51:00.000-08:00

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klahhhh i give up.my fingers are tired.hehe

nu year.nu chong.

2009-01-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

sadist speaks

2009-01-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

i had a great new year.no doubt its was the best
2009 begins with me being sick.okay but gettin better.
yeay...

college fear.i has it.i dunow why but its here.weighing me down making me feel rushed and serba salah at every turn.i know im not ready fer this new year cause it still feels like december.damn son!
goins to scotland tapi lamew lagikkkk demmm...

another annoyance is that i cant help but to play this game.curveball
god help me.i cant fuckin sleep well.i cant fuckin do anything.but it helps not thinking bout college.
mgehh?
yeahhh

i was complaining a lot with 2008.i still feel stuck in it.hmm crap
i feel liek insulting somebody but i cant remember who.damn curveball fuck!
i know i shouldn't.i can help it but i feel like i gotta talk about somebody.
i might his/her feelings but the fuck i care.
here's to yu
are you totally an absolute man of god or are you just another hypocrite that speeds up the end of the world?i hear silence.no wonder your relationships sucks.is god helping?really?no wonder its not working.haha(m laughs like a bitch)
why don't you just stop trying and go berdakwah like your only god told you to.mgeh?

im bord.i nk go out with aled but im a hoomin so i hav guilt.damn college fear.

though-
when i say in sarcasm "if there is a god which there could be"or it comes in a question
"ade ke tuhan?" i get a cold chill trembling down from head to toe everytime i say it.fear i presume?im so burnin in hell.

gee thanks im mellow now.

fact-
i love linda.the post bellow bukan aku yew my fellow readers(if i had any)
hey im not mellow anymoar.sleep?i guess...

diriku sebagai teman lelaki.

2009-01-03T08:20:00.000-08:00

saya adalah boyfriend yang paling awesome.kalau awak tak percaya couple lah dgn saya,tapi mungkin ada masalah di situ kerana squishy mungkin akan lenyek anda dengan badannya yang berat itu.berat berat pon,dia rasa saya awesome tak ingat dunia.

terlalu sayang,sgt sgt sgt sgt

On a lighter note...

2008-12-29T10:02:00.000-08:00

i WANT my hair back.
my cousins say I'm lookin like my Uncle Citut aka Busu Ghani aka Stim Brader aka Batu
here some contoh sket.
now is a must
to keep my old ugly smelly
rambut yg berkampong kutu and
loose this hotness that i am
cause i dont feel good about myself.
its not of what others think.
its just ape yang aku suke
aku nak bikin sampai aku puas.

okay contoh yg lebeyh clear skit ntok mata x se-eagle eye photographer saya.hahaha
Kirk Hammett i failed you

are you there?

2008-12-29T09:25:00.000-08:00

baby wake up
cause i wanna talk to you like its the last time id hear your voice
baby get up
cause your voice is the first voice that i want to listen to when i awake

are you there?

are you sleeping already?
are you there?
no matter what I'll try till u pick up

wake up to this post
and know that I've never been happier
never been luckier
never been loved by someone like you before

I'm lucky
hehehe

bong braders

2008-12-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

has a new webcam
kikikikikikikikikikikikiki

bukan mesin fotokopi

2008-12-21T09:45:00.000-08:00

stop it.just stop it.
its really too bad you look like an ass most of the time.maybe that's just the look that goes for you.
you are such a wannabe.makin hari makin menjadi jadi.i feel like punching you right now.
boleh menjadi teladan,tapi kalau dah kopi mcm photostat lemak la tu kannn.
DUMBASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Naiveity

2008-12-16T07:34:00.000-08:00

i ponder why does that exist in some people.
i have it.but i don't show it.i like to act like i know shit but you know.
the so called know it all speaks...

Naïve may refer to:

a French loanword (adjective, form of naïf) indicating having or showing a lack of experience, understanding or sophistication

hehe
with wiki you'll never be alone again.so come on.come on.COME ON.COME ON!!!!!!!.
haih.some people...
they just don't get it.I've been a fly on the wall so long and have said NOTHING!
just sitting there listening.watching,learning from others.

To my understanding,people are dumb...and i hate them and yet I'm surrounded by them.

PS; this blog post is to those who think the way i think.especially to those who speak my language.don't take this too seriously nor lightly.pepaham je lah yg tak tu.chow

Some things i just cant resist to fuck around with

2008-12-08T21:11:00.000-08:00

well...
i don't about other people much but this self-centered narcissistic son of a bitch
would liek to add something interesting(which is interesting to myself)after reading
a couple buddy of mine's blog and recent acts.

This is from Alhamdulillah.

Bitches I hope you know

If you're act like a slut and you dont like people to call you bitches then stop act like one. and behave yourself . Some chicks are borned to be pretty and naughty but some are more to ugly and bitchy they act like paris hilton,talk like lindsay lohan. so bitches,take this as a note.=D

i just cant help that this is pretty pointless and yet blunt.
and i know a virgin when i see one.
well just see his blog and how much of a dumb ass he is.http://stinganddangerous.blogspot.com
my advice write in Malay.bcos its awesomer if you do.
dont take this to your emo cakap besow level.takot i nyah.

alright
i lost a best friend recently.daa arwah daa kot?i dunnow.malas nk call
and he stole my guitar and a fuckin liar!!!!!1!!!!.whoa.chill....pheww
this son of a gun left without calling he made me sound all girly and needy back there.

shit
ur a dumb ass and i love you.come back dumb ass two fuckin faced liar cock sucking ball munching ass licking shaibon aka melayu terunggul.nk kasi dier terase baek nyer SENGOW!!!!

haihh.
im pissed off
i have a lot of points fer everybody.cause i just sit there and listen to their bull shit all night long.
in the end its just me and wan trying to kill our soberiety.
naww
mase untuk mengupload gamba-gamba burok i.bye

nota dari kekasih

2008-12-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

note:kalau rasa rasa mual dengan tajuk entry ini,anda disyorkan beredar sekarang.timakasih

hello sweets!
decided to stop by and remind you

i would rather go through bad times with you then good times without:)
and that's why i stay.

obviously i love you more,
squishy

Some deep emo shit of doom...not

2008-11-29T14:41:00.000-08:00

30th
marks the day we ran away
some bad trip came up to play
in this dark days of sorrow
in the face of the crying clown

eleeeeh x deep konon.(sub-consciously)

i drive with empty passenger seats
owh how relaxing hearing explosion's beats
the drive,the road,the wind,this speeds
in never ending roads lights and signs

cehh

driving her...shotgun
hand in hand
ever so l33t (mind the hacker language)
cliche' but still ever so sweet

bahh

uninspired-ly de-randomised
every move made turns into a dead end
every stop light ran waits a cop
every drug abuse ends at the roadblock

hmmwhutchusay...?

life on this road is bumpy
Malaysian pot holes.but no pot in them pot holes.
wrong turns made easy with little mistakes.
and the little mistakes add up to make moar masalah.
shit happens.live learn move drive.shut the fuck up.

but i still ask myself what ever happen to fuckit.lets have fun.?
imma try that as soon as i get to 2009.

list of things i lost in 2008
-my ability to photograph well
-my selpar merah
-my androgyny
-my ripped off ray ban's
-my thinking skills
-common sense
-positive outlook on life
-religion
-rambut
-my silent fire

gained
-girlfriend
-linda
-lindadoo
-squishyboo
-squishy }all which matters most
-bebi
-bby
-bbi
-and an old friend

i need to calm my nerves.
Happy birthday Duan.have a good one.tanpa ku.terguris
Happy monthnyversary sayang.read this the next chance u come on9 mkayy
okay x laa deep mane.but you know i love you.
to whom that i hurt the other night.u can see my kegelabahan and kebodohsombongan i am dearly sorry.i am a total absolute ass.

baby u have been dealing with behavioral bull shit from the start.i love you fer that.
i gave you so many reasons to slap stab stick something up my bunghole beat me with a stick
scream burn gnaw and a variety on human tactics to get somebody back but u didn't budge.
i see so much of my dad in me now and i dont want that to happen.i dont want to lose you
i hate that i hurt u so much and the fact that i cant do anything about it.i love you.im sorry

are you threatening me?

2008-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

ahh yess...

2008-11-17T13:08:00.000-08:00

i keep thinking bout how the middle of next year.
i've given up on sleepin fer a bit.
rolled around on the cold floor is fun and yet fairly irritating after a while....yea
owh yes i cant sleep.

tear dropping in bed is no fun
i need a swing with my twin sister
i need somebody to talk to

i am left mellow
deep inside a tree's hollow
know that the rules to follow
..........i'm in no mood fer this

bergh...urrrgh...durrh...i got bad shit or something is wrong with me.wasted 50 bucks fer a piece of shit.bad juju pissin me off....and still mellow

is this insomia?
cause my nose is bleeding

oh hai

2008-11-12T14:20:00.000-08:00

owh and if u'd notice
submissions have changed to submissyens fer people who has
bad English syndrome or Engrish(internet thing)
this people gives me something to laugh about.
yeah and then the rebirth of another ass hole

yours truly will say fuck you Jews!...and your Jew-jitsu
ogeh lay-tuh!

joe blow

2008-11-12T13:59:00.000-08:00

hit down below
as low as you can go
green bong to a shallow glow
hit down below

beneath leviathan's raves
party beyond the caves
no less x that i crave
to death with me this young nave

danced under the moonlight
holding on to each other so tight
the moon shines bright
sorrow under wicked plight

a hit down below
the lower you go
the more you know
a hit down below

in the belly of the beast
there u shall find peace
everyone is deceased
but none is diseased

this yellow fellow
a monster's mellow
frown down and play the cello
so sit tight and wait fer some bo

a hit down below
the lowest u go
u'll find its shallow to say hello to to that green fellow
as far as you can go a hit down below.

i cunt sleep.a heart asked fer the pleasure to write crappy scribbles before sleep.
no bena expectorant i'll be fine.no xenex but i'll be fine.no methamphetamine i'll be fine.
no morphine i'll be fine. no methylenedioxymethamphetamine ill be fine.
no tetrahydrocannabinol i might not be fine.

my fascination on necrophilia

2008-11-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

fascinatingly sick!

morning love

2008-11-10T10:13:00.000-08:00

hello kekasih.

NOTE:pls do not read if you cannot stand sappy love sheit.

jangan kau bimbang sayang.
dimana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya:)

you better believe it baby

i drugged you,hehe
sleeping like a rock.i should go drug myself now.mwah!
i love you junkie.

durrrh...

2008-11-09T14:25:00.001-08:00

what was i thinking when this photo was taken.bib?
OMFG!!!look what i found.shit.hahahahahaha

well now that im lookin back.photos of me in highschool made me think a liddle.

lookin at this photo below mcm...me and bibo were close but the judgmental and discriminators were closer.i dunno then who were my real friends in class.simple answer is i have none.
4 jingga was a little fun.5 jingga wasnt.people that talk shit about your friend behind and doin the exact opposite of what they say infront of em is very popular amogst the cool kids.i was young and stupid fer a while so i just sat there and listen.then i left cause talking isnt fun fer me.its not my roll of joint. so i was thinking ten who shaill i hang with now.hung out with the smart malay kids fer a while.got bored and nothing to talk about.they talk babypoopiescrapfuckingshitballs at the back.
then i see keys.a bundle of keys.my key outta this stupidshit.
in school i had the authority to get outta class whenever i want.might as well kan?
my class suck so what're u gonna do?get out.imagine u can get out whenever u want and have your own place to chill in school without getting in alotta masalah?
a place to runaway. escapism .my social life sucked in the end of high school.well not rly.well at least thets what they think(they as in the kool kids).pretty much making friends with everybady was easy.helping was my forte'.cos im bored and bored with school werk.ignored everything.my existance in school was to just fuck it and have fun.
AES saves.
i cant remember much though but all i know is i had fun.
i did shit not say shit.but shit i cant remember

eh jap.i was actually gonna say how bad we were when we first started shooting and how damn good we are now.tpi ter flash back takleh tido pulakk.okay
reading this would be a waste of time.i cant write anymore
bai.

fantabulous change!

2008-11-07T11:12:00.000-08:00

well...change we must...so.yes we can!

curiosity kills?chuck pls.

2008-11-07T11:05:00.000-08:00

i hate to admit it,but you are one of those dumbs.
one of those that will keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep playing in the rain until you get hit by lighting.
its that jolt of electricity running so painfully through your tiny vains.that's what you're waiting for?
lightning dont come easy,and sometimes it dont come at all.
give it up already.youve been standing in the rain way too long my boy.

some are just meant to see,and some are not.just deal

squishy

right and wrong

2008-11-04T00:46:00.000-08:00

the de-brain washer is a brain washer
shocked by the conclusion
globalization is near
poverty is here

self-interest bull
economical pull

i cant think
i still fear death
i still fear god

watch zeitgeist and come up with something yourself
the system is fuct.i know.but the cause wont happen overnight
so i'm not in fer the cause.
freeing myself now would be against everything i care for
its not in my self-interest to help everyone in this world.
it is my self-interest in the next.
join the movement if u want

i am not against anything now
i am keeping my options open =D

cause i'm still young

this is chuck bass.

2008-11-02T09:38:00.000-08:00

m says:
i dont have a life as intresting as chuck bass
m says:
to blog
lovelivelifelustlaughLinda says:
HAHAHA
lovelivelifelustlaughLinda says:
dumb ass
m says:

my favourite quote as of right now;
I AM CHUCK BASS BABY

Oh Hai

2008-10-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

Lolspoken!

i was in the neighbourhood

2008-10-28T12:18:00.000-07:00

so by the way,
i love you sweets:)

happy 1 day before 3months anniversary baby

love,
squishy.

good evening...

2008-10-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

non believers!
atheism to me is a guy or girl that thinks that religion is the cause of genocide and the separation of hoomans so far.peace.a pershunn who live by logic that thinks the people that wrote Greek mythology(which is a load of crap but cool stories that was written by a guy who smoked too much weed),the bible,the Quran and people like Jews , Christians , Muslims -mainly are full of it.
i still have a strong grip to my religion and logic can't explain everything.

genocide is bad i know.yes indeed it is.
the thing that zeitgeist taught me is a lotta things about this shitty planet we live in like the web of lies,hatred,bitterness,moar lies,and death after death and in the end its all about business.in the end the jews get the money.YEAY!

and fitna doc has thought me is extremism will kill us all.anything with excess will eventually be bad to worst and to hell we go.like killing people is wrong but what make killing in the name right?why humans act like humans?why aren't we more like animals?

peace among humans is hard.achieving it is impossible.and every time some politician goes up and say "hey people of the earth.lets live together in peace and harmony." or "lets not fight anymore" and like "give peace a chance" BANG! right in the fuckin head .assassination,murder,sacrificial murder,cannibalism,necrophilia and other humanly activities only us humans do is what we hoomans do best.some of the reasons why the world's most shocking videos arnt as shocking.

atheists.logically think about what happens to you after you die?find any proof of life after death.
ask why we are here?why?what are we supposed to do??
i know u think im stupid fer believing in hell...well...its a scary place.im not planning to go there but i know im half way there now.thinking about this is just scary and stoopid at the same time.but what am i to do?i cant sleep.

someday.imma tell everybody to live together in peace.no fighting.no war.

im kinda bored with myself.i dont feel like a blond anymore now that my hair is crappy to my eyes.i dunnow how should i feel right now.im just...crappy.well 2 more years then i'll be my old jumpy young self again.this hair makes me feel old and boring.confidence level fell like a rock to the bottom of a deep gaping trench.no longer a hippie.shunn me fellow stoners.grungy no more.i feel clean and metro.eww.i disgust myself.some kid with long hair inside me died suddenly out of shock.like the point of being positive about this is the wait...a year and 1/2.i want tp be in a cave fer at least a year.imma work on my beard and a uni brow.go out imma Neanderthal!YEAYYYY!i know i look good.im better lookin like this.but i dont want this.understand that i despise this.i'd kill people off the street like this.i can go on about my hair all night but im bord of it and i dont want to rub that im good lookin in.HINA sial.adding hansomism is a disease...........so much fer change.

2008 will be over soon!fuck yeah!
2010 in sekejap lagi...saba...eyh babi ahh!!!

dah diam!

like yeaaa...

2008-10-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

malas nk blog.aku nk jalan-jalan bomb macha.
happy deepavali and fuck you

10 faved comedian

2008-10-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

10. Mr.Peters
ultimate quote - "u fuckin blowjob!"

9. Mr.Dunham
"He's the other white meat"
8. Mr. Carrey
Making psychos seem normal.
hahahahaa

7. Mr.Williams
a child on drugs.

6. Mr. Francisco
taking Improv to the next level
My favorite preview guy
5. Mr. Chappelle
Lawak nak mampos!
nuff sed

4. Mr.Pryor
Most respected and and an idol in stand up.
"The Mafia"3. Mr.Carlin
In the face and major eye opener
i get most of my life lessons from this guy.
2. Mr.Bud
makes me laugh all the time when im on it....haha...k stfu.
1. She's my number one.
better than anything/anyone that I've ever had
the ultimate painkiller.
never fails to make me laugh
always there when i need her.
baby you are the one.

love them all

Facts

2008-10-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

Le Grand Content

A Film by Clemens Kogler together with Karo Szmit. Voice by Andre Tschinder.
I'll just stick by the facts and not worry bout anything else and just have fun

what a predicament

2008-09-29T11:24:00.000-07:00

I fergotten how relaxing sewing felt.
fuck........

I look forward fer this

2008-09-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

another monday

2008-09-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

Mondays...
sat around thinking...

thinking about people and
anything that orbits my psychotic mind
which leads to me in the end
of how i felt so far and see how far can my mind bend
inventively my intentions we're clear
now i see in blur
what makes seance now wont ever reappear
this silence made me think deeper
this thoughts are just empty images
an underexposed photo
unclear in pages
a fool to set it in auto
i knew what i foresaw
now its just you
waiting fer what you'd do
and wanting just to do it with you
young and aimless i am
looking back and thinking of those wasted days
young and wasted still
broke and broken
you're the only one that can fix this waste
a fragmented film
still in the camera
left to be exposed

Yang ku pelajari...

2008-09-21T09:23:00.000-07:00

'you learnt'

remember the times
we slept outside on the ground
remember the times
we woke up underneathe our cardboard box
remember the times
we waited for lunch in a cup
these are the years
that i would rather spend
because you were around

hold on...

the last thing i have is you
you're the better half of me
it's great to be carefree

but..

so many things left to be said
a thousand promises to be kept
you took your steps as
you learnt how to let go...

written, performed and produced by Bo.

www.myspace.com/boamiriqram
www.reverbnation.com/boamiriqram

i hate people who can write like this....Salut!

amelia?

2008-09-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

I Sleep till Death

2008-09-12T19:58:00.000-07:00

I LIKE!! :3
Puts u to sleep
And keeps u asleep
never wishing to get up
never wanting to get up

U just die Happy on THC

bontot sape nieeeeee?

2008-09-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

hmm?

haih
cant believe i'm saying this but i miss skizo... :/

imma....

2008-09-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

I'm not good with words like I used to.(excessive drugs ripped a few braincells and sent my colourful vocabulary down the toilet)
but fukit

writing priceless words to a mistake.
a mistake hope to never make.
again and again how many moar can you take?
but i always make u take the bait.

the useless moronic self absurd that i am.
lazier than a rock that'll walk further than i.
like a 9v battery left under the scorching sun.
broken...

i have wronged you many times.
i have said sorry too much.
i say the wrong things always.
i feel so wrong fer you

i don't deserve you

you're the one that's better off without me
I'm just a stray cat that fell off the roof onto your lap
I weight u down so low till u have nothing left fer yourself
I'll just take and take fer I have given you nothing

u feel all my pain but i don't take yours
when ur in pain i dont take it away
i make it worst
why am i in your kotak hati?

i hate this self as it weeps in the dark
i'm so blind.i couldnt even see that ur in pain
let alone help.weak and powerless
i am nothing.

I'm still a selfish heartless inconsiderate young fuck
i don't deserve anyone
kosong.
now im the one that rather die and make everybody else's life easier

ps:dont listen to kotak hati by hujan if ur reely down.ase cam nk mati.
and i take back what i said to you bbi in the car before u left that wasnt nice.i called.guess u were asleep.

and happy birthday sha!sorry i was down.hope u had a good one

My Merdeka RANtai 2008

2008-09-01T15:20:00.000-07:00

Starting off with the wee kid with the deep big sexy manly voice(hopes she doesn't reads this bolg).hehe

I saw Borat!
amelia dats borat!(he doesnt look like em because of the freggin beard)
suare dier sdap.okehh

What was and what still is with a lot more missing.
i wish i could put them all in one room and party.
someday

i had to post this

she's hardcore.my straight edge baby.with my cikai photoshoppin

I had fun.je
didn't take much.
im just bleargh*
lost my drive to photograph
and to do everything i used to do at a daily random basis.
lets smoke?aww damn sun's up.

Aww

2008-08-30T01:06:00.000-07:00

more animals

aww...nani?

Motha Fuckka died

2008-08-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

At 50.dayym nigga
why do they go so early?
another great one gone.
even if its slapstick nigga jokes but he good yaww.
memang a king of comedy

yess brothas and sisthas!
preacher yg madefakew nyer

RIP...

miniature stoner

2008-08-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

this li'l boy
born on 08.08.08
yeay!
heavy and healthy
fact
dont worry they're clean
they just look stoned
okayy?
the only look like they are

dont click on them photos
theyre pretty big

kembali

2008-08-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

butterfingers album release Oh Chentaku's last performance and its the end of thier tour all over Southeast Asia
sombody is goin to study.

nabil men gila hanya bila dihadapan camera
tengs belan boxers yew jay sean

Abang struggling trough the crowd.hahahaha
bru nk suh org angkat lagu daa abes
apelaa
damn son!

we had Bubba Gump's fer dinner.
we toasted fer Naz but he wasnt there
alaamak mamat nie.dah r nk leave us fer the weekend of full fun and joy ke sarawak ngan Chombee ko.bleh plak lepak ngan Chombee.aaapada?.poor dave
hahahahhahaha
so we got a lil high on gay drinks and to laundry.
bila laa Explosions In The Sky nk dtg malaysia agie nie?
FUN!!!

i cant help...u help?

2008-08-05T10:13:00.000-07:00

baby,

i am what i like...
u r not second choiced nor that u are second best.
i love you fer other things.
things that only i see and others overlook.
u feel challenged.i know.i didn't brought this on purpose
but still....my bad.
i dunno what else to say or to write here
but i could at least b honest.
i'll admit.i know this'll piss u off but
evrytime she calls my spine shakes to the very core.
i hear her voice my hair stands on end-i cant help that.

i cant lie to u

now I'm fergetting.
i text her no more.i visits her blog rarely.i dont IM her anymore.
and fer fucks sakes she thinks im gay.
im loosing interest in her.

plus++

there are something that u should know that i know before we got together unofficially after the accidents and during my sem break which i shared with no one but myself
i was gonna tell u this but u keep me distracted so well i wouldn't wanna ruin the fun that we had in the last couple of months.what u've said made me sure
this i'd rather tell u in person.

always know that i love you and i dont know what i would do without u.
goodnight

The heartless male

2008-08-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

its three eighteen, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen.
the minutes are hours the hours are days.
i feel infected by your presence, you speak in tounges.
i smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs.

i whispered in her ear:
'fear me dear, for i am death. ill take your hope. your dreams. your love. till there's nothing left.'

"ill steal the diamonds from your eyes.
ill turn your promises. into lies."

i hear fear in your voice, but you shouldn't feel a thing.
your life's already worse than any pain that i could bring.

i could make it december every day.
but your so blind, it may as well be may.

i whispered in her ear:
fear me dear, for this is death.
I 'am death.

-Bring me the horizon - for Stevie Wonder's eyes only

The definition of a heartless male.The more than inconsiderate ones.Which is linked to a friend
and me.I was heartless once.chehh! poyo lebeyh.but its true.
truthfully i like this song.reminds me of me when i was a pretty lad.haha
but nak ckp i've grown up x jgak.i went through that phase of abuse and left it somewhere while
gettin stoned.

okay

"Ladies,wouldn't u like a nice set of cock and balls without the bullshit that comes with em?"
don't think so -Carlin

Alright.Lets move on people!!!

kehadapan blog owner ini;

2008-07-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

hye baby.
you're busy making a mask.i sebnanya rasa i penah nampak mask you buat ni tapi i dont know dari mana.i know you're gonna call me stupid and give me that look when you read this.
ada,*5 seconds pause* ada i tanya?hahahahahaah

i just wanted to say thank you and publicly tell you i love you.hehe
i know it hasn't been long but i already have a million things i need to thank you for.

even if the worst of my worst fears come true,i know we'll get through it fine.
you're just awesome;like me:D

heart stops

2008-07-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

i wish that i'd die if i had to feel this way again.
a heavy heart that beats harder after every stressful thought.
suffocating me thinking that there is no hope.for i am lost
no one to grip upon.care not for me thus my future turns black.

pitch black darkness.lying hopeless.trashing for air.
limbs chopped off.thrown away into the filthy streets.
heart beats faster.the rage within waiting to kick in.
shall i ask Thy guidance.to save the lost.or be left unfound to rot in hell.

this never ending search fer peace at heart.
lies in the hands of my lover.
which is one like no other.
peace i shall find with her...

hope is not lost

i seek death no more.
he has to find me now.
the future is still dark.
an unsolved mystery...

which will bring more misery

peace.find it i will.

Heheheheeehehehe

2008-07-14T20:39:00.000-07:00

How To Convince Your Lover To Videotape Your Lovemaking

change skit

2008-07-12T21:33:00.000-07:00

ive changed my linky thinggy
so whoever that has linked me erm yeah
thanks

this is what i'm listening to right now

I blog on Sundays...

2008-07-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

Because i don't have church!HAH!

okay...
What should we do on a lazy Sunday afternoon?
i know!!!
Apologize to Bibo fer being such a dick wad jackass i was last night
i don't talk about him much here.
ofcouse there is none that come here but squishy,susu,gay guy,che'tun
and ofcouse Bibo

no promotional adds needed*

Well yeah i was an ass last night
i'd hate being lied to too
and fer that dont forget dat childish act we did last night
ignore me fer a while
if i do it again ignore me more

well dont just ignore.shunn**
when ur done being mad give me a sign!
just forgive me and get on with our pre-childish lives

aku xnk laa gado2 agieee...
please

the one i truely miss in Singapore

2008-07-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Photos of loneliness

2008-07-07T21:51:00.000-07:00

sigh*

Singapore owh how i'll never go there alone again

i pissed lights in singapore
dumbass signs

being shot

i pooped durians in Singapore

myself

Singapura my Shit hole - pandang bawah

2008-07-03T12:47:00.000-07:00

death of boredom and loneliness
apparently i died here in this...Japan wannabe place.
it's so...dead and i died along here
dumbed down feeling like dumbass wandering around alone.
dying fer some action...
it's too safe here.it's like 3.57am and I'm craving fer Jaleel,223,ss2 and some nasi lemak Antarabangsa at the same fuckin time.
i've never thought i'd be this home sick so friggin fast.
pisses me off
i cant sleep no more
Wedge decided to sleep at the beach after convincing me to stay but she keep saying that evrithing here is ghey!so fuckin ghey! pretty fantabiulously ghey.
slepas berhati-kehati ngan aku.I realized...I wanna go back more now.
okay...
the day today
like none other day than any day back home.mono rocked it but....x cukup dan aku x puas laa pukimak nye singapork babi.
my ears are ringgin which was cool it hadn't rang in a long time.
i've never been into Zouk but the Zouk here was cool...nothing special
i just miss Laundry.Nk g basoh baju ye adek-adek
alright...
okay start earlier sket.
bgn lambat-g makan lunch ngan aunty Faridah td - ingt nk tingal ngan dier tp she lives outta town and leaving tomorow and im like awwwwwwwwww nani...-then went to the beach.the big fat dirty beach - hang around at the hostel jap lepak-lepak on9 - then off to mono.
they didnt perf many songs just now.the fuct up part was diorg x perform moonlight.BABI!!!!
which messed me up abit abit je.BABI!!!.but openin act was fun.x ingt name laa plak.bodoh nye stml.
erm...got one free beer.which was useless.sober all night.Weadge xleh minom sbb under age
har har har!
aww photos!
emm xde
sbb my camera died before i could upload it.car reader xde kaaannnnn.fuck!
niat aku nk post mende tu mlm ni gak tp malang nye,sedihnye my camera finally dier after not chargin it after a few weeks.
goddamn!

and and and
i lost my lens cap again,
finacialy im fuct,
i've got no credit,
the nightlife here is ? unlike Kuala Lumpur ku sayang,
i miss mom,kakak,
my friends,bibo,ayim,melia,didi,
squishy owh squishyyyyyyyyyyy,i miss u so mush,
MOSTLY i cant stand the fact that im alone here.
tears runnin down my cheeks writing this,
t-shirt mono xde size,BODOH!
jalan xde pot holes,
sangap,
rokok daa abes rokok kt snie mahal dan x besh,aku mabouk pong tak!,
org baek but aku malas dan xde mood nk melayan,
the radio here sux,
overall this place is unlike malaysia.
wanabe sgt!
tp chit podah! x menjadik ludah merika

babi ahh gamba xde.

depression strikes,
though it'll never strike again,
like being multiply-ey stabbed by spikes,
i want no one to feel my pain.

so lets get stoned.

my home like no other,
Temasik.A fail copy,
a place i'll be never after,
i've never missed anyone more than my baby.

misery within me,
boredom beyond Ghelang st.,
give me life or i shall take death,
a city or a prison or just another penitentiary?

and i wish i was high enough to forget all that has happen here
give me my home back and take it back i shall
smoke a dooby forget all that is here
give me weed or i shall choose another path back to where i'm from

bengang

squishy is awesome.:D

2008-06-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

hello,
my name is bonerboy and i am squishy's:)

i am too malas to blog so i get squishy to do it.baik kan squishy.i know right.yes it is now obvious that squishy is also perasan.hahahahahaha

ok squishy loves you.bye

George Carlin (1937-2008)

2008-06-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

kehilangan manusia yang sempurna
Aged 71,heart failure disebalik malam.

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Comedian George Carlin, a counter-culture hero famed for his routines about drugs, dirty words and the demise of humanity, died of heart failure at a Los Angeles-area hospital on Sunday. He was 71. by Reuters Yahoo news

finally he sees the truth.
death had showed him.
rot in hell my man.
the Jews wont come near you no more

my favorite quotes from him
"You blew my mind.Now blow me"
"o'rly?"
"I Dont Have Pet Peeves, I Have Major Psychotic Fucking Hatreds!"
and banyak lagi
can't say them all
just use the Majesty of Google

king

2008-06-21T12:52:00.000-07:00

i so wanna do dat...

last of me weed

2008-06-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

bersama rasa sayang
ku dibiarkan terbang
mimpi yg tak kembali
aku janji aku takkan pergi

i gave little missy some too
she likes hanging around when im toking

good enough to eat
i'll be outta my head
all day

telur goreng 5 sen campur sket something extra
u'll never know what it is or will be.

please understand...

a friend of mine is going to war *maybe*
speculations of war.
god speed dude

if its a joke no more cat nip fer u man

what i say tonight

2008-06-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

creeping thunder stalls,
chilled down ice cold,
false alarms the sounds,
down down down downed,

cleansed the body from bad,
the sad and the rad,
chippering birds points at Tad,
friends have one another,

write my thoughts,
my typo runs down every line,
song sounds twice as better,
twice as longer way max,

would i die alone now,
as her ear bleeps out,
all the bitterness shunned,
she'll fall on her knees,

i cant think of the days without her now,
days i had with her,

awww damn potong!!!
bye

flashback!

2008-06-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

after mendengaring Eyes Set To Kill again
i can feel again...The Metal coursing trough my vains
as their words just hit me!BAYM!

i can't keep pacing
i need your blood tonight
(you're so far from me)
and i'm so weak inside
come fly to me, i'll show you what it's like
(when the full moon shines)
we'll stop hearts together

when we're conjoined at the lips
i feel alive, i feel undead
pumping new life through these veins
holding onto the finest thread

take my hand, grip it tightly(don't let go)
i promise pain will pass you silently
take my hand, grip it tightly(don't let go)
with your neck, i'll kiss you violently

to kiss my lips will leave you cold tonight
(you'll need my blood)
and i'll devote my life
come fly to me, i'll show you what it's like
(when the full moon shines)
we'll stop hearts together

it's just like me to attach affection to a second chance
so pull me any closer and i can tell you how it ends

pull away from this embrace before it's too late

'violent kiss by eyes set to kill'
i still heart* screamo
and very relate-able...hehe

to all who read this* "My sahabats! do you guys and amelia think me and linda are too pda?"
reply at wherever u wanna reply me.u can text/e-mail/myspace mail/facebook mail/flickr mail/IM/comment/friendster testimonial(no more)/fax/call/snail mail/post/smoke signal/teh tarik/homing pigeon/just talk to me if u know where to find me.very easy.unless if i'm hiding.then u cant find me.
alright.

OWh!thanks Idan belanja video bodoh nie

I Love Noodles!

2008-06-11T06:46:00.001-07:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

watch it if you are psycho enough
k.thnx.bye

berahi?

2008-06-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

stoner in heat

could it be?

2008-06-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

I have shaky hands recently
I have no idea why...I hate u Moody
u didn't call today...god damn...assuming u got back to Jedah
I shall 'takpe' on your behalf

now back to 'could it be?'
mental block

learning knowing that she does,
I keep thinking what we once was,

fer every time I shake it's you that hold me still,
make me breathe easy so that I don't spill,

cut up and gutted down wide open,
deeper and deeper I am stricken,

maaaalaaaaass!!!!
cant think...Tun bnyk masalah laak
damn son!

aku hanta ku mengharapkan ko nye salvation
tgk tgk keadaan ko maken trok
ko membuat ku tension
lagi-lagi ko kate ko ok tapi tak

kawan owh kawan...
kaw ditimpa malang lagi,
ko telah memaksa ku berpuitis in Malayan,
ko jangan lari laa babi.

dua tiga kuching berlari,
lagi-lagi ko lari,
x settle lah masalah nanti,
smpei bile?sampe mati?

dah dah laa tu,
ku ase agie kusut dr mu,
carilah ibu mu yang telah pergi,
pulanglah ke bandar seri,

sahabat comel ku...huh?

shooting stones is what i do best
he is best at what he does
jealousy in the eyes of the vain and envy
be careful he might turn u into a lady...
I'm a character!
hahaha xphm jgn bace bebanyak!

he has more passion than all them losers
his passion reflects clear in his photos
it drives him,it pushes,it excites
onto the edge at what he does bestest -

i got disconnected
fuck the modem bodoh
muderfuking stremix bagi modem bodoh!!!!!...pissed off....gnite

wake up and smell some rock on rave

2008-06-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

i only went fer the rock laa
so yeah!
it was just awesome but the crowd...simply disappointing
look!!!
selepas performance butterfingers
the best...

u don't see dat alot here...

It's censored in the videos filtered like it's some cult.
As I see it...I was so much in awe to take a photo of Loque smashing the damn thing
I just stood there... :\
damn

hehe
it was fun
Owh damn!gamba x anta agie!fuck

ehemm...coffs

2008-06-03T13:50:00.000-07:00

I sound kinda gay in the last post...
damn

i literally ran the car into a concrete piece of divider earlier.
my chances of gettin my own car now gets much more thinner.
but fer some sort of reason i'm kinda glad.

hearing of all the shit dats happenin on the way to Genting.rujuk warta berita
and the flash flood in KL.

made me think a bit more.
fer every thing that has happened has a hikmah
and fer dat im thankful.He still loves me even after all the shit things ive done since the past year.not really the past year but okay
epiphanies come often to me now days.
weird but true.more often when i'm stoned.

i want more endorphin
not morphine
i cant get enough adrenalin
another junkie within

to love is her
to live is with her
to life is ferever
to lust is to please her
to laugh is to give her

cough cough...clears throat
i got school in the mornin...
it is 5am now god damn it!...takpe
well alright 5 mins of sleep = waking up at 10am
fer sure

my lack of sleep is...my lack of sleep
im done

like im stoned

2008-06-03T00:14:00.000-07:00

no im not...

in captivity...
ait she cute?
m:so i went to the zoo...
b:what!the zoo?wtf?
m:takpelaa

i wanna make this guy my pet...he's so cute!runnin around in his dyper.cute.and yet i still want to taste his meat.
hmmhmmhmm tapir meat....

want this pretty little thing...
cant help myself...

hehe...
carbon black would be cool...
peeewit sket wane biru...haha

friday with my sayangs...

a drink and a view of kuala lumpur
beautiful narcissism...

rollercoaster!!!

......

2008-05-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

stuffmeat scab pizza.made it moiself.boredom+emotionally unstable behavior
in the kitchen.
and im still emotionally disturbed.stop callin me syko u ho!

sedaaap

im so bored...im just posting random stuff on the interweb

hehe

my other slr...she need to go fer a check-up
havent named her yet
but a name she'll have thendo i have to explain dat?
tanak ahh...

owh yeah
bibo will b gone fer the weekeng
bye bib!
gona miss ya
a weekend without u would be like...
i dunno...
cam daa lame.
1st time having a weekeng without u
congrats to Tipah...
good luck fer the wedding and good luck fer the wedding photos.
dont screw up.weddings arnt easy.but fun though*
hehe
c ya monday

finals next week...yeayy!

shit kicked sand in my face

2008-05-28T13:32:00.000-07:00

ahhhh...
delays.
hate myself now.
my self-destructive behavior is not kicking in
I'm just not bovered enough

fucking it now would be self-destructive but it's not goin out with a "bang!"
hmm
now all i gotta do is think of more words to say about "the kiss" by Gustav Klimt
and "we rose up slowly" by Roy"the diner artist"Lichtenstein.kinda like art comparisons but in words.k?
around 2000 words maybe?

damn

damn damn...i've never ever reached that level of english
i'm so screwd...
the final draft must be handed in in like 9 hrs
AND
along with some other shitty stuff i have to put up with in the last minute

retake isn't an option*
i repeat NOT a fuckin option.
"mak nak tuka skolah bleh? and this time i nk pilih.bayow memurah pong anak kaw maseh xleh pakei"
hmm...
come to think of it...i cant think of my options now...not bovered

dimanakah pari-pari dibawah angin ku?

more drugs pls
shrooms preferably please
if anybody can find some fer me

owh essay! gowd damn!so sleepy

drop kick me

2008-05-26T20:20:00.000-07:00

bibs...
if u r reading this
igt x nie?

ahahahaha
alright
when we were young...
aww...
nani
kasi didi tgk

stuff vomit..

2008-05-26T18:41:00.000-07:00

forced out
spat out

Sunday night
Rantai acoustic nite...

captivating and breath taking
i sound corny
but its true...

when she goes up there
we literally shut up and stare...
just listening...high...pecah beb!
Yuna...my marijuana

owh!
i found a land slide

random-ism
hehe
kite dulu pon blog abt rantai
nie lak rantai accoustic nite
la vox de la famme?
alaa lupe
and i think yuna is hot.shut up!
here i might usually say something dumb but im not gonna
butt sex!

I awake...

2008-05-24T23:11:00.000-07:00

in a major inspirational block

brain dead,
as a wise man once said,
if u wanna get laid,
make sure she gets paid,

haha

chronology terminology malayology m-ology
m logic?
just a senseless orgy
there's no magic

meaningless mindless thoughtless
eyes behind the sunglasses
hidden from sight and the light
wondering what it might be like

random and uninspired unepiphanied unworthy unruly untruely
basically brain dead

he died
in a certain way
no one could understand
fer love or fer hate?

a way to die the everyone understands now
is fer money.and lots of it to

holycrap its 2.3opm
it takes a long time fer me to write stuff
remember too much power and money will kill us all
apeche?
balek ahhh wehh!balek! bapak hippie nye aku nieyh