ehemm...coffs

I sound kinda gay in the last post...
damn

i literally ran the car into a concrete piece of divider earlier.
my chances of gettin my own car now gets much more thinner.
but fer some sort of reason i'm kinda glad.

hearing of all the shit dats happenin on the way to Genting.rujuk warta berita
and the flash flood in KL.

made me think a bit more.
fer every thing that has happened has a hikmah
and fer dat im thankful.He still loves me even after all the shit things ive done since the past year.not really the past year but okay
epiphanies come often to me now days.
weird but true.more often when i'm stoned.

i want more endorphin
not morphine
i cant get enough adrenalin
another junkie within

to love is her
to live is with her
to life is ferever
to lust is to please her
to laugh is to give her

cough cough...clears throat
i got school in the mornin...
it is 5am now god damn it!...takpe
well alright 5 mins of sleep = waking up at 10am
fer sure

my lack of sleep is...my lack of sleep
im done

like im stoned

no im not...




in captivity...
ait she cute?
m:so i went to the zoo...
b:what!the zoo?wtf?
m:takpelaa







i wanna make this guy my pet...he's so cute!runnin around in his dyper.cute.and yet i still want to taste his meat.
hmmhmmhmm tapir meat....

want this pretty little thing...
cant help myself...


hehe...
carbon black would be cool...
peeewit sket wane biru...haha



friday with my sayangs...

a drink and a view of kuala lumpur
beautiful narcissism...






rollercoaster!!!

......

stuffmeat scab pizza.made it moiself.boredom+emotionally unstable behavior
in the kitchen.
and im still emotionally disturbed.stop callin me syko u ho!

sedaaap

im so bored...im just posting random stuff on the interweb

hehe

my other slr...she need to go fer a check-up
havent named her yet
but a name she'll have thendo i have to explain dat?
tanak ahh...

owh yeah
bibo will b gone fer the weekeng
bye bib!
gona miss ya
a weekend without u would be like...
i dunno...
cam daa lame.
1st time having a weekeng without u
congrats to Tipah...
good luck fer the wedding and good luck fer the wedding photos.
dont screw up.weddings arnt easy.but fun though*
hehe
c ya monday

finals next week...yeayy!

shit kicked sand in my face

ahhhh...
delays.
hate myself now.
my self-destructive behavior is not kicking in
I'm just not bovered enough

fucking it now would be self-destructive but it's not goin out with a "bang!"
hmm
now all i gotta do is think of more words to say about "the kiss" by Gustav Klimt
and "we rose up slowly" by Roy"the diner artist"Lichtenstein.kinda like art comparisons but in words.k?
around 2000 words maybe?

damn

damn damn...i've never ever reached that level of english
i'm so screwd...
the final draft must be handed in in like 9 hrs
AND
along with some other shitty stuff i have to put up with in the last minute


retake isn't an option*
i repeat NOT a fuckin option.
"mak nak tuka skolah bleh? and this time i nk pilih.bayow memurah pong anak kaw maseh xleh pakei"
hmm...
come to think of it...i cant think of my options now...not bovered

dimanakah pari-pari dibawah angin ku?

more drugs pls
shrooms preferably please
if anybody can find some fer me

owh essay! gowd damn!so sleepy

drop kick me

bibs...
if u r reading this
igt x nie?

ahahahaha
alright
when we were young...
aww...
nani
kasi didi tgk

stuff vomit..

forced out
spat out

Sunday night
Rantai acoustic nite...

captivating and breath taking
i sound corny
but its true...

when she goes up there
we literally shut up and stare...
just listening...high...pecah beb!
Yuna...my marijuana

owh!
i found a land slide

random-ism
hehe
kite dulu pon blog abt rantai
nie lak rantai accoustic nite
la vox de la famme?
alaa lupe
and i think yuna is hot.shut up!
here i might usually say something dumb but im not gonna
butt sex!

I awake...

in a major inspirational block

brain dead,
as a wise man once said,
if u wanna get laid,
make sure she gets paid,

haha

chronology terminology malayology m-ology
m logic?
just a senseless orgy
there's no magic

meaningless mindless thoughtless
eyes behind the sunglasses
hidden from sight and the light
wondering what it might be like

random and uninspired unepiphanied unworthy unruly untruely
basically brain dead

he died
in a certain way
no one could understand
fer love or fer hate?

a way to die the everyone understands now
is fer money.and lots of it to

holycrap its 2.3opm
it takes a long time fer me to write stuff
remember too much power and money will kill us all
apeche?
balek ahhh wehh!balek! bapak hippie nye aku nieyh