death of boredom and loneliness
apparently i died here in this...Japan wannabe place.
it's so...dead and i died along here
dumbed down feeling like dumbass wandering around alone.
dying fer some action...
it's too safe here.it's like 3.57am and I'm craving fer Jaleel,223,ss2 and some nasi lemak Antarabangsa at the same fuckin time.
i've never thought i'd be this home sick so friggin fast.
pisses me off
i cant sleep no more
Wedge decided to sleep at the beach after convincing me to stay but she keep saying that evrithing here is ghey!so fuckin ghey! pretty fantabiulously ghey.
slepas berhati-kehati ngan aku.I realized...I wanna go back more now.
okay...
the day today
like none other day than any day back home.mono rocked it but....x cukup dan aku x puas laa pukimak nye singapork babi.
my ears are ringgin which was cool it hadn't rang in a long time.
i've never been into Zouk but the Zouk here was cool...nothing special
i just miss Laundry.Nk g basoh baju ye adek-adek
alright...
okay start earlier sket.
bgn lambat-g makan lunch ngan aunty Faridah td - ingt nk tingal ngan dier tp she lives outta town and leaving tomorow and im like awwwwwwwwww nani...-then went to the beach.the big fat dirty beach - hang around at the hostel jap lepak-lepak on9 - then off to mono.
they didnt perf many songs just now.the fuct up part was diorg x perform moonlight.BABI!!!!
which messed me up abit abit je.BABI!!!.but openin act was fun.x ingt name laa plak.bodoh nye stml.
erm...got one free beer.which was useless.sober all night.Weadge xleh minom sbb under age
har har har!
aww photos!
emm xde
sbb my camera died before i could upload it.car reader xde kaaannnnn.fuck!
niat aku nk post mende tu mlm ni gak tp malang nye,sedihnye my camera finally dier after not chargin it after a few weeks.
goddamn!
and and and
i lost my lens cap again,
finacialy im fuct,
i've got no credit,
the nightlife here is ? unlike Kuala Lumpur ku sayang,
i miss mom,kakak,
my friends,bibo,ayim,melia,didi,
squishy owh squishyyyyyyyyyyy,i miss u so mush,
MOSTLY i cant stand the fact that im alone here.
tears runnin down my cheeks writing this,
t-shirt mono xde size,BODOH!
jalan xde pot holes,
sangap,
rokok daa abes rokok kt snie mahal dan x besh,aku mabouk pong tak!,
org baek but aku malas dan xde mood nk melayan,
the radio here sux,
overall this place is unlike malaysia.
wanabe sgt!
tp chit podah! x menjadik ludah merika
babi ahh gamba xde.
depression strikes,
though it'll never strike again,
like being multiply-ey stabbed by spikes,
i want no one to feel my pain.
so lets get stoned.
my home like no other,
Temasik.A fail copy,
a place i'll be never after,
i've never missed anyone more than my baby.
misery within me,
boredom beyond Ghelang st.,
give me life or i shall take death,
a city or a prison or just another penitentiary?
and i wish i was high enough to forget all that has happen here
give me my home back and take it back i shall
smoke a dooby forget all that is here
give me weed or i shall choose another path back to where i'm from
bengang
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