this is something i found on someone's status. i don't really like this girl with the status, but im sure she took it from somewhere too. hihi

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot

who calls you back when you hang up on him

will stay awake just to watch you sleep

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats

who holds your hand in front of his friends

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you

baby, i think who ever wrote this was dating you andddd talking about you.
i senyum je baca semua sebab you macam ni but better. macam ni and sooooooo much more.

love you baby
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx,
squishy.

captain's log

as far down as i am right now im doing the best i can to keep my head up.
but then my optimism just cant cut it and knowing the only person that cares for you cant do anything.
reaching out is harder now.
its hard to talk to some people.
when u know they wont listen.
no one ever really does.
some that listen dont really care.

Yeapp...

yeahhh everything seems to simultaneously crash and burn and when its down there a whale falls on it with lightning striking it 230189073 times on the same spot like a lightning rod but its not sticking out.

honestly.i haven't had much fun.maybe i'm made to be sad now.i dunnow
here i am dying of boredom from a shorted out motherboard and a broken lens with a broken heart.
another thing that's bringing me down is as i wanted to go out to find a replacement computer
the car wont start.
now i'm pondering when was the last time that i wanted to have my kind of fun...
i cant...or i just don't know.
but hey!
every time this kind of shit happens a blog post is up.
yer proly guessing how down i am now.im down enough to blog.fuckyeahh....
this sucks.this holiday sucks,its not looking up and i am in need of an adventure.

the kind of fun i missed



dets meeeee!!!!
kktnxbaiihatethisshitrighthereplshalporilldie

Mat Jiwang cometh

U remind me of something beautiful
like another cool rainy day
cools me down as the rain drops hits the ground
u made me a new manboy
craves more wants more.
u fill this manboy's blood with endless joy
u hold me down low
like i wouldn't want anywhere else to go
u got in me deeper than anyone else has
I've shown you me as you have accepted me
thankful i am
greatfull i am
so lucky that i have to play this song over-and over again
just as it reminds me of you so much
it reminds me of how much i love you
and how you seep in my soul that makes me feel afloat
that takes me to the highest high
higher than any drug that I've ever taken
call it love drunk.
call it love stoned.
I'll just call you Linda

happy 14th monthlyversary.*haahaaa*

bang bang....

love :3

dude!

wehh...skodan daa 3035 view as it is now.hihihihihihihiiii...fengs for watching folks

Shit...

you are full of it.

"what do you want sir?!"
--"justice!!!!!!!!!1!!1!@#!!"`