what a predicament

I fergotten how relaxing sewing felt.
fuck........

I look forward fer this

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

another monday

Mondays...
sat around thinking...

thinking about people and
anything that orbits my psychotic mind
which leads to me in the end
of how i felt so far and see how far can my mind bend
inventively my intentions we're clear
now i see in blur
what makes seance now wont ever reappear
this silence made me think deeper
this thoughts are just empty images
an underexposed photo
unclear in pages
a fool to set it in auto
i knew what i foresaw
now its just you
waiting fer what you'd do
and wanting just to do it with you
young and aimless i am
looking back and thinking of those wasted days
young and wasted still
broke and broken
you're the only one that can fix this waste
a fragmented film
still in the camera
left to be exposed

Yang ku pelajari...

'you learnt'

remember the times
we slept outside on the ground
remember the times
we woke up underneathe our cardboard box
remember the times
we waited for lunch in a cup
these are the years
that i would rather spend
because you were around

hold on...

the last thing i have is you
you're the better half of me
it's great to be carefree

but..

so many things left to be said
a thousand promises to be kept
you took your steps as
you learnt how to let go...


written, performed and produced by Bo.

www.myspace.com/boamiriqram
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i hate people who can write like this....Salut!

amelia?

I Sleep till Death

I LIKE!! :3
Puts u to sleep
And keeps u asleep
never wishing to get up
never wanting to get up

U just die Happy on THC

bontot sape nieeeeee?

hmm?

haih
cant believe i'm saying this but i miss skizo... :/

imma....

I'm not good with words like I used to.(excessive drugs ripped a few braincells and sent my colourful vocabulary down the toilet)
but fukit


writing priceless words to a mistake.
a mistake hope to never make.
again and again how many moar can you take?
but i always make u take the bait.

the useless moronic self absurd that i am.
lazier than a rock that'll walk further than i.
like a 9v battery left under the scorching sun.
broken...

i have wronged you many times.
i have said sorry too much.
i say the wrong things always.
i feel so wrong fer you

i don't deserve you

you're the one that's better off without me
I'm just a stray cat that fell off the roof onto your lap
I weight u down so low till u have nothing left fer yourself
I'll just take and take fer I have given you nothing

u feel all my pain but i don't take yours
when ur in pain i dont take it away
i make it worst
why am i in your kotak hati?

i hate this self as it weeps in the dark
i'm so blind.i couldnt even see that ur in pain
let alone help.weak and powerless
i am nothing.

I'm still a selfish heartless inconsiderate young fuck
i don't deserve anyone
kosong.
now im the one that rather die and make everybody else's life easier

ps:dont listen to kotak hati by hujan if ur reely down.ase cam nk mati.
and i take back what i said to you bbi in the car before u left that wasnt nice.i called.guess u were asleep.

and happy birthday sha!sorry i was down.hope u had a good one

My Merdeka RANtai 2008

Starting off with the wee kid with the deep big sexy manly voice(hopes she doesn't reads this bolg).hehe

I saw Borat!
amelia dats borat!(he doesnt look like em because of the freggin beard)
suare dier sdap.okehh

What was and what still is with a lot more missing.
i wish i could put them all in one room and party.
someday

i had to post this

she's hardcore.my straight edge baby.with my cikai photoshoppin

I had fun.je
didn't take much.
im just bleargh*
lost my drive to photograph
and to do everything i used to do at a daily random basis.
lets smoke?aww damn sun's up.