Some deep emo shit of doom...not

30th
marks the day we ran away
some bad trip came up to play
in this dark days of sorrow
in the face of the crying clown

eleeeeh x deep konon.(sub-consciously)

i drive with empty passenger seats
owh how relaxing hearing explosion's beats
the drive,the road,the wind,this speeds
in never ending roads lights and signs

cehh

driving her...shotgun
hand in hand
ever so l33t (mind the hacker language)
cliche' but still ever so sweet

bahh

uninspired-ly de-randomised
every move made turns into a dead end
every stop light ran waits a cop
every drug abuse ends at the roadblock

hmmwhutchusay...?

life on this road is bumpy
Malaysian pot holes.but no pot in them pot holes.
wrong turns made easy with little mistakes.
and the little mistakes add up to make moar masalah.
shit happens.live learn move drive.shut the fuck up.

but i still ask myself what ever happen to fuckit.lets have fun.?
imma try that as soon as i get to 2009.

list of things i lost in 2008
-my ability to photograph well
-my selpar merah
-my androgyny
-my ripped off ray ban's
-my thinking skills
-common sense
-positive outlook on life
-religion
-rambut
-my silent fire

gained
-girlfriend
-linda
-lindadoo
-squishyboo
-squishy }all which matters most
-bebi
-bby
-bbi
-and an old friend

i need to calm my nerves.
Happy birthday Duan.have a good one.tanpa ku.terguris
Happy monthnyversary sayang.read this the next chance u come on9 mkayy
okay x laa deep mane.but you know i love you.
to whom that i hurt the other night.u can see my kegelabahan and kebodohsombongan i am dearly sorry.i am a total absolute ass.

baby u have been dealing with behavioral bull shit from the start.i love you fer that.
i gave you so many reasons to slap stab stick something up my bunghole beat me with a stick
scream burn gnaw and a variety on human tactics to get somebody back but u didn't budge.
i see so much of my dad in me now and i dont want that to happen.i dont want to lose you
i hate that i hurt u so much and the fact that i cant do anything about it.i love you.im sorry

are you threatening me?

ahh yess...

i keep thinking bout how the middle of next year.
i've given up on sleepin fer a bit.
rolled around on the cold floor is fun and yet fairly irritating after a while....yea
owh yes i cant sleep.

tear dropping in bed is no fun
i need a swing with my twin sister
i need somebody to talk to

i am left mellow
deep inside a tree's hollow
know that the rules to follow
..........i'm in no mood fer this

bergh...urrrgh...durrh...i got bad shit or something is wrong with me.wasted 50 bucks fer a piece of shit.bad juju pissin me off....and still mellow

is this insomia?
cause my nose is bleeding

oh hai

owh and if u'd notice
submissions have changed to submissyens fer people who has
bad English syndrome or Engrish(internet thing)
this people gives me something to laugh about.
yeah and then the rebirth of another ass hole

yours truly will say fuck you Jews!...and your Jew-jitsu
ogeh lay-tuh!

joe blow

hit down below
as low as you can go
green bong to a shallow glow
hit down below

beneath leviathan's raves
party beyond the caves
no less x that i crave
to death with me this young nave

danced under the moonlight
holding on to each other so tight
the moon shines bright
sorrow under wicked plight

a hit down below
the lower you go
the more you know
a hit down below

in the belly of the beast
there u shall find peace
everyone is deceased
but none is diseased

this yellow fellow
a monster's mellow
frown down and play the cello
so sit tight and wait fer some bo

a hit down below
the lowest u go
u'll find its shallow to say hello to to that green fellow
as far as you can go a hit down below.




i cunt sleep.a heart asked fer the pleasure to write crappy scribbles before sleep.
no bena expectorant i'll be fine.no xenex but i'll be fine.no methamphetamine i'll be fine.
no morphine i'll be fine. no methylenedioxymethamphetamine ill be fine.
no tetrahydrocannabinol i might not be fine.

my fascination on necrophilia

fascinatingly sick!

morning love

hello kekasih.

NOTE:pls do not read if you cannot stand sappy love sheit.

jangan kau bimbang sayang.
dimana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya:)

you better believe it baby

i drugged you,hehe
sleeping like a rock.i should go drug myself now.mwah!
i love you junkie.

durrrh...

what was i thinking when this photo was taken.bib?
OMFG!!!look what i found.shit.hahahahahaha

well now that im lookin back.photos of me in highschool made me think a liddle.


lookin at this photo below mcm...me and bibo were close but the judgmental and discriminators were closer.i dunno then who were my real friends in class.simple answer is i have none.
4 jingga was a little fun.5 jingga wasnt.people that talk shit about your friend behind and doin the exact opposite of what they say infront of em is very popular amogst the cool kids.i was young and stupid fer a while so i just sat there and listen.then i left cause talking isnt fun fer me.its not my roll of joint. so i was thinking ten who shaill i hang with now.hung out with the smart malay kids fer a while.got bored and nothing to talk about.they talk babypoopiescrapfuckingshitballs at the back.
then i see keys.a bundle of keys.my key outta this stupidshit.
in school i had the authority to get outta class whenever i want.might as well kan?
my class suck so what're u gonna do?get out.imagine u can get out whenever u want and have your own place to chill in school without getting in alotta masalah?
a place to runaway. escapism .my social life sucked in the end of high school.well not rly.well at least thets what they think(they as in the kool kids).pretty much making friends with everybady was easy.helping was my forte'.cos im bored and bored with school werk.ignored everything.my existance in school was to just fuck it and have fun.
AES saves.
i cant remember much though but all i know is i had fun.
i did shit not say shit.but shit i cant remember

eh jap.i was actually gonna say how bad we were when we first started shooting and how damn good we are now.tpi ter flash back takleh tido pulakk.okay
reading this would be a waste of time.i cant write anymore
bai.

fantabulous change!

curiosity kills?chuck pls.

i hate to admit it,but you are one of those dumbs.
one of those that will keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep playing in the rain until you get hit by lighting.
its that jolt of electricity running so painfully through your tiny vains.that's what you're waiting for?
lightning dont come easy,and sometimes it dont come at all.
give it up already.youve been standing in the rain way too long my boy.

some are just meant to see,and some are not.just deal

squishy

right and wrong

the de-brain washer is a brain washer
shocked by the conclusion
globalization is near
poverty is here

self-interest bull
economical pull

i cant think
i still fear death
i still fear god

watch zeitgeist and come up with something yourself
the system is fuct.i know.but the cause wont happen overnight
so i'm not in fer the cause.
freeing myself now would be against everything i care for
its not in my self-interest to help everyone in this world.
it is my self-interest in the next.
join the movement if u want

i am not against anything now
i am keeping my options open =D

cause i'm still young

this is chuck bass.

m says:
i dont have a life as intresting as chuck bass
m says:
to blog
lovelivelifelustlaughLinda says:
HAHAHA
lovelivelifelustlaughLinda says:
dumb ass
m says:

my favourite quote as of right now;
I AM CHUCK BASS BABY