kehadapan blog owner ini;

hye baby.
you're busy making a mask.i sebnanya rasa i penah nampak mask you buat ni tapi i dont know dari mana.i know you're gonna call me stupid and give me that look when you read this.
ada,*5 seconds pause* ada i tanya?hahahahahaah

i just wanted to say thank you and publicly tell you i love you.hehe
i know it hasn't been long but i already have a million things i need to thank you for.

even if the worst of my worst fears come true,i know we'll get through it fine.
you're just awesome;like me:D

heart stops

i wish that i'd die if i had to feel this way again.
a heavy heart that beats harder after every stressful thought.
suffocating me thinking that there is no hope.for i am lost
no one to grip upon.care not for me thus my future turns black.

pitch black darkness.lying hopeless.trashing for air.
limbs chopped off.thrown away into the filthy streets.
heart beats faster.the rage within waiting to kick in.
shall i ask Thy guidance.to save the lost.or be left unfound to rot in hell.

this never ending search fer peace at heart.
lies in the hands of my lover.
which is one like no other.
peace i shall find with her...

hope is not lost

i seek death no more.
he has to find me now.
the future is still dark.
an unsolved mystery...

which will bring more misery

peace.find it i will.

Heheheheeehehehe

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ive changed my linky thinggy
so whoever that has linked me erm yeah
thanks



this is what i'm listening to right now

I blog on Sundays...

Because i don't have church!HAH!

okay...
What should we do on a lazy Sunday afternoon?
i know!!!
Apologize to Bibo fer being such a dick wad jackass i was last night
i don't talk about him much here.
ofcouse there is none that come here but squishy,susu,gay guy,che'tun
and ofcouse Bibo

no promotional adds needed*

Well yeah i was an ass last night
i'd hate being lied to too
and fer that dont forget dat childish act we did last night
ignore me fer a while
if i do it again ignore me more

well dont just ignore.shunn**
when ur done being mad give me a sign!
just forgive me and get on with our pre-childish lives

aku xnk laa gado2 agieee...
please

the one i truely miss in Singapore

Photos of loneliness

sigh*

Singapore owh how i'll never go there alone again

i pissed lights in singapore
dumbass signs

being shot

i pooped durians in Singapore

myself

Singapura my Shit hole - pandang bawah

death of boredom and loneliness
apparently i died here in this...Japan wannabe place.
it's so...dead and i died along here
dumbed down feeling like dumbass wandering around alone.
dying fer some action...
it's too safe here.it's like 3.57am and I'm craving fer Jaleel,223,ss2 and some nasi lemak Antarabangsa at the same fuckin time.
i've never thought i'd be this home sick so friggin fast.
pisses me off
i cant sleep no more
Wedge decided to sleep at the beach after convincing me to stay but she keep saying that evrithing here is ghey!so fuckin ghey! pretty fantabiulously ghey.
slepas berhati-kehati ngan aku.I realized...I wanna go back more now.
okay...
the day today
like none other day than any day back home.mono rocked it but....x cukup dan aku x puas laa pukimak nye singapork babi.
my ears are ringgin which was cool it hadn't rang in a long time.
i've never been into Zouk but the Zouk here was cool...nothing special
i just miss Laundry.Nk g basoh baju ye adek-adek
alright...
okay start earlier sket.
bgn lambat-g makan lunch ngan aunty Faridah td - ingt nk tingal ngan dier tp she lives outta town and leaving tomorow and im like awwwwwwwwww nani...-then went to the beach.the big fat dirty beach - hang around at the hostel jap lepak-lepak on9 - then off to mono.
they didnt perf many songs just now.the fuct up part was diorg x perform moonlight.BABI!!!!
which messed me up abit abit je.BABI!!!.but openin act was fun.x ingt name laa plak.bodoh nye stml.
erm...got one free beer.which was useless.sober all night.Weadge xleh minom sbb under age
har har har!
aww photos!
emm xde
sbb my camera died before i could upload it.car reader xde kaaannnnn.fuck!
niat aku nk post mende tu mlm ni gak tp malang nye,sedihnye my camera finally dier after not chargin it after a few weeks.
goddamn!

and and and
i lost my lens cap again,
finacialy im fuct,
i've got no credit,
the nightlife here is ? unlike Kuala Lumpur ku sayang,
i miss mom,kakak,
my friends,bibo,ayim,melia,didi,
squishy owh squishyyyyyyyyyyy,i miss u so mush,
MOSTLY i cant stand the fact that im alone here.
tears runnin down my cheeks writing this,
t-shirt mono xde size,BODOH!
jalan xde pot holes,
sangap,
rokok daa abes rokok kt snie mahal dan x besh,aku mabouk pong tak!,
org baek but aku malas dan xde mood nk melayan,
the radio here sux,
overall this place is unlike malaysia.
wanabe sgt!
tp chit podah! x menjadik ludah merika

babi ahh gamba xde.

depression strikes,
though it'll never strike again,
like being multiply-ey stabbed by spikes,
i want no one to feel my pain.

so lets get stoned.

my home like no other,
Temasik.A fail copy,
a place i'll be never after,
i've never missed anyone more than my baby.

misery within me,
boredom beyond Ghelang st.,
give me life or i shall take death,
a city or a prison or just another penitentiary?

and i wish i was high enough to forget all that has happen here
give me my home back and take it back i shall
smoke a dooby forget all that is here
give me weed or i shall choose another path back to where i'm from

bengang